Confusion

Tonight I got a call from a good friend of mine, I haven't heard from him in a while beyond random text messages and IM's. We both have been busy, him with school out of state, and me with my regular job and working at the Haunted House.

There was nothing speacial for this phone call, other than it lasted longer than we usually talk, and it was more indepth than we would ever talk on the phone. We are both the type of people to talk about important things in person. Anyways, we were talking about having to head out to the bars when he comes home for Thanksgiving. I am usually perceptive, especially with good friends of mine, and there was just something in his voice that wasn't the same. Almost like he was wording things carefully. I have NEVER known him to do this. It was strange to me.

At one point I did have feelings for him, but I realized my feelings for him were displaced. I veiw him like a younger sibling, well now I do, but basically I'm over anything I thought I felt for him. Mostly because this other guy I like is around a lot more. I want to be so sure there was nothing to what my friend was saying, but I can not be 100% sure unless I ask him, and I can't do that right now. This is something I would like to ask him in person.

As for the other guy I like, he's a headache and a half. Mostly because he's obssesed with one of my friends, also another girl we work with, and will do anything for her. Basically he has become so entranced with her he can not see she wants nothing to do with him, at least in that way. To add on top of this rediculous situation, he also slept with one of my other friends. Here is where my confusion/frustration comes in: No one knows I like him. So when my friend told me she slept with him I was shocked, really shocked. It takes a lot to shock me, but this one took the cake. To tell my friend I like him could be problamatic. I don't want to tell him I like him because he is so preoccupied with his obssesion, it would be pointless. What can I say, I am a little messed up in the head, but aren't we all??